i hate to be stuck in between. i can be banished right to the hell gates of failure. i do not mind that when life on earth is not fantastic. anyone who is up there, you will be doing me a good deed if you inflict now when there is barely nothing in my heart.
i am seriously overcome with lassitude. i have never once stop trying but everything seems to be telling me the precise meaning of pointless. i thought i knew the word well but it seems that i still had a lot to learn. that reminds me that i have always been a risk averse person, not wanting to take bold steps for fear of hurt.
nobody is perfect and i am still learning. In retrospect, it might be a good thing that i taste more of ignorance, rudeness, failures and humanity deficiencies.
because till today, i remain clueless.
i am seriously overcome with lassitude. i have never once stop trying but everything seems to be telling me the precise meaning of pointless. i thought i knew the word well but it seems that i still had a lot to learn. that reminds me that i have always been a risk averse person, not wanting to take bold steps for fear of hurt.
nobody is perfect and i am still learning. In retrospect, it might be a good thing that i taste more of ignorance, rudeness, failures and humanity deficiencies.
because till today, i remain clueless.