hello world. Be warned,this is a long long post.
In retrospect, i have been experiencing a lot of changes this year. Internship at the start of the year was amazingly meaningful. Besides all the technical knowledge that i was exposed to, i think i found my direction in life. Probably this is the only time i am feeling lucky to have heeded my parents' advices. haha,yes, i am going to tell you that it pays to be obedient. i am further grateful to know that they will support me to the end. thank youu. =))
and of course, my internship would not be fruitful without wise seniors. I am not sure if you will be reading this but thank you christina! i greatly appreciate your willingness to teach and answer my never-ending questions about audit. it really touched my heart when you sat beside me and guided me step by step on audit procedures at client's place until you had to stay back till 9 -10pm to finish the work you were supposed to finish during the time you taught me. its really silly but i got to admit that you had in fact made vouching less painful and mundane. you taught me how to read documents. it might really sound like an exaggeration but now, i see files as storybooks. they tell you something about what happened to the company for the past 1 year. Be interested and you will find the answers to your questions.
yes, i had long since want to tell you that you really did inspire me like how your kpmg senior inspired you. Not forgetting the wise advices from the acca first attempt passer! =)))) So much i have learnt from you made me feel not as bad initially to be posted to a small company. Even my module grade, audit 2 disappointed me greatly, your guidance and teachings were so deeply etched in my mind and heart that it had taught and inspired me to move on and continue pursuing. you are a lot better than some lecturers in poly. =D
Also,everyone in the company was helpful. Guidance and jokes that made my internship so bearable. i can still remember boss's very smart son zhiwei- the nus chemical engineering student without any accounting background who took the initiative to help the moment he saw how helpless i was when the photocopier was jammed and how awkard i was when he corrected a small minor mistake in my cashflow. overall, It was really heartwarming in that small company.
it might sound really stupid but GEMS film appreciation had made an impact on me. Learning from films made me realise things beyond the explicitly defined standard life. it represents not only how the film-maker feel and think at that moment but also the intriguing issues concerning humanity that follows. The consistent thinking about these issues have made me more open minded and gracious. Exploring further, i am slowly realising that my worries and troubles are inconsequential. In some parts of the world, women/animals are abused sexually and physically,kids are starving and yet, we are worrying about boyfriends, results, money, who hates me, backstab etc.
sometimes i think i am really childish. i tell you i can stay away from alcohol and clubbing. subconsciously, i am hoping you can affirm me that i am doing the right thing. i tell you i can do this, in my heart, i am hoping you will stay to guide me. Deep within me, i always wish people to be there to hold my hands, never let go.
its childish and i hope to grow out of it..you can trust when they say dependency is an indirect cause to why baby cries.
A peacefully happy day spent with family. =D Just a tingling sadness that it has been raining non-stop today. Wondering if the weather was as bad 19 years ago at this time of the year?
After today, i am suddenly hoping so desperately that i will be around next december to gather with my maternal side for a hearty dinner and own family to hear them sing the birthday tune for me, in singapore. i know my odds to have it happen for the next 3 years so whoever is up there, please let me believe that there is something call miracle.
i guess they are the only people on earth who can stand my tantrums, child-like behaviour, ignorance and still stand by me.i sincerely thank you.
thanks to people who wished me! i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. =)
i am contented enough.
In retrospect, i have been experiencing a lot of changes this year. Internship at the start of the year was amazingly meaningful. Besides all the technical knowledge that i was exposed to, i think i found my direction in life. Probably this is the only time i am feeling lucky to have heeded my parents' advices. haha,yes, i am going to tell you that it pays to be obedient. i am further grateful to know that they will support me to the end. thank youu. =))
and of course, my internship would not be fruitful without wise seniors. I am not sure if you will be reading this but thank you christina! i greatly appreciate your willingness to teach and answer my never-ending questions about audit. it really touched my heart when you sat beside me and guided me step by step on audit procedures at client's place until you had to stay back till 9 -10pm to finish the work you were supposed to finish during the time you taught me. its really silly but i got to admit that you had in fact made vouching less painful and mundane. you taught me how to read documents. it might really sound like an exaggeration but now, i see files as storybooks. they tell you something about what happened to the company for the past 1 year. Be interested and you will find the answers to your questions.
yes, i had long since want to tell you that you really did inspire me like how your kpmg senior inspired you. Not forgetting the wise advices from the acca first attempt passer! =)))) So much i have learnt from you made me feel not as bad initially to be posted to a small company. Even my module grade, audit 2 disappointed me greatly, your guidance and teachings were so deeply etched in my mind and heart that it had taught and inspired me to move on and continue pursuing. you are a lot better than some lecturers in poly. =D
Also,everyone in the company was helpful. Guidance and jokes that made my internship so bearable. i can still remember boss's very smart son zhiwei- the nus chemical engineering student without any accounting background who took the initiative to help the moment he saw how helpless i was when the photocopier was jammed and how awkard i was when he corrected a small minor mistake in my cashflow. overall, It was really heartwarming in that small company.
it might sound really stupid but GEMS film appreciation had made an impact on me. Learning from films made me realise things beyond the explicitly defined standard life. it represents not only how the film-maker feel and think at that moment but also the intriguing issues concerning humanity that follows. The consistent thinking about these issues have made me more open minded and gracious. Exploring further, i am slowly realising that my worries and troubles are inconsequential. In some parts of the world, women/animals are abused sexually and physically,kids are starving and yet, we are worrying about boyfriends, results, money, who hates me, backstab etc.
sometimes i think i am really childish. i tell you i can stay away from alcohol and clubbing. subconsciously, i am hoping you can affirm me that i am doing the right thing. i tell you i can do this, in my heart, i am hoping you will stay to guide me. Deep within me, i always wish people to be there to hold my hands, never let go.
its childish and i hope to grow out of it..you can trust when they say dependency is an indirect cause to why baby cries.
A peacefully happy day spent with family. =D Just a tingling sadness that it has been raining non-stop today. Wondering if the weather was as bad 19 years ago at this time of the year?
After today, i am suddenly hoping so desperately that i will be around next december to gather with my maternal side for a hearty dinner and own family to hear them sing the birthday tune for me, in singapore. i know my odds to have it happen for the next 3 years so whoever is up there, please let me believe that there is something call miracle.
i guess they are the only people on earth who can stand my tantrums, child-like behaviour, ignorance and still stand by me.i sincerely thank you.
thanks to people who wished me! i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. =)
i am contented enough.