:)

i am having second thoughts on studying accountancy. i think i am starting to have a predilection for social science.

i am very tired.
somehow, i really like what alcohol does to me. In that state of temporary high, i do not need to live up to anyone's expectations. i do not need to worry. i do not need to think. i do not need to feel. yes, i know its pathetic to turn to such ridiculous alternative to make myself a little bit happier. but i like the fact that this ephemeral pleasure works every time. thats all it matters. i know you will judge me. be my guest.