hi world, today is friday the 13th.
wiki says it might be a very good or a very bad day but the increased accident rates had held it be bad. i say, its a really very bad day. i had a huge quarrel in the morning until i realised i was going to be late for school and spent 17 dollars on cab.
okay whatever.
or probably, its just one of the days whereby the hell gate of tears and emotions has unknowingly been turned and unlocked. it was especially hard to suppress all the crap emotions, pressure etc. yes, i let it all out and was totally out of my mind and.. i probably said something hurtful to my mother in that fit of anger. i know it was partly my fault that everything turned out the way it did but.. forget it.
and i reflected. Whatever the cause of the quarrel, i did not have any reason to rebuke her or anyone in my family. Just as the whole world thinks you are not up to the mark, a wastrel that should be dumped, have no value or when your inferior complexity acts up, they will constantly tell you the morals of life and to take things lightly. in short, they are the only people who believe in me.
i will go back to exercising. and for people who i spoke to today! sorry for appearing proud. i did not mean to be! i am not arrogant or anything like that. i am nice. really nice. =)
wiki says it might be a very good or a very bad day but the increased accident rates had held it be bad. i say, its a really very bad day. i had a huge quarrel in the morning until i realised i was going to be late for school and spent 17 dollars on cab.
okay whatever.
or probably, its just one of the days whereby the hell gate of tears and emotions has unknowingly been turned and unlocked. it was especially hard to suppress all the crap emotions, pressure etc. yes, i let it all out and was totally out of my mind and.. i probably said something hurtful to my mother in that fit of anger. i know it was partly my fault that everything turned out the way it did but.. forget it.
and i reflected. Whatever the cause of the quarrel, i did not have any reason to rebuke her or anyone in my family. Just as the whole world thinks you are not up to the mark, a wastrel that should be dumped, have no value or when your inferior complexity acts up, they will constantly tell you the morals of life and to take things lightly. in short, they are the only people who believe in me.
i will go back to exercising. and for people who i spoke to today! sorry for appearing proud. i did not mean to be! i am not arrogant or anything like that. i am nice. really nice. =)