though i know i will not be able to cope with life and myself when i am abroad, i guess thats the only way to force independence in me. people might find me hostile to cut off almost all contacts in midst the transition of change. i mean, whats the point of having contact of practically the whole world when only a small bunch exists in your world?
whether or not, it saves the effort of informing everyone on my ex-phone's list.
i am not rich,cant sing or draw for nuts, neither am i a talented scentific geek to contribute anything substantial to the world that it grants me my wish to name something after my loved ones. the last thing i would want to do is to disappoint them, after so much care and effort was devoted to raising who you are today.
so probably, thats the reason why i've been looking at the so called wrong things in life like grades and why i have stopped looking out for the kind of life that people of my age always wanted. the least i can do is to study hard and make it.